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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Finally, a holiday

After working for 1.5 years, I am finally taking a holiday. You know, the kind where you go somehere to relax, shop and do things that will make you forget about work..

I dunno why i never took a break.. well mayb it was because my friends were all still schooling, and i basically had no one to go on a holiday with. I suddenly wonder why didnt i go taiwan last year. things may not be the same.

anw... i'm flying off to phuket tmr, with my dear friends sui li and meryl. I'll try my best to enjoy myself, hopefully come back a happier person.

See me soon!
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Saturday, January 12, 2008

How do I live

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Friday, January 11, 2008

Strong

Sometimes, when we can straighten out our thoughts, no mountain seems too high to climb, no problems seem to hard to overcome.

But sometimes, when our feelings over-rule our minds.. the same mountain seems too high to surmount, the same problem impossible to handle.

I thought I am always strong, and i've been strong all along. But I guess everyone is vulnerable at times too.

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I've decided to cut my hair short.
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Sunday, January 06, 2008

Auditing 2007

A year went past... too quickly again.

Thinking back.. what have i learnt and what have i done in 2007?

1. I had the opportunity to see more of the world
Work gave me the chance to visit Europe, a place i prob wont have enough money to visit in the near future.

I also visited HongKong, and the best part wasn't the shopping, but making a new friend, Grace.

2. I re-discovered my friends again
I dunno if it's work that makes me treasure my friends more.. but i seriously saw more of them, more often. The fact that we can meet up more often than before makes me very happy. And i hope to form a deeper level of understanding with all of them in 2008.

3. I learnt the pain of losing someone
I re-lived the pain process again.. the saddness, the hurt, the pain, the hatred, the denial.. It taught to be become a stronger person, but it also taught me fear. Life has to move on, I am trying to lead a happy life and if you're reading this, I hope you're trying too.

4. I spent Sunday mornings more meaningfully
I starting volunteering at Sailability Jan 2007.. I wont say it's all fun everytime, considering that I have to drag myself out of bed at 8am almost every sunday morning and take the long bus ride to Changi Sailing Club. With time, i've already resigned to the fact that i wont buy a car in the near future. And with time, i built a special bond and friendship with all the disable sailors. Seeing their smiles and listening to their jokes makes me feel that i've made a difference to their lives, no matter how small my difference was.

5. I enjoy working
Work has become more challenging, ever since August. I have a fantastic boss, who is very generous with sharing her knowledge with me, and a great job scope. Finally, i'm learning something new, and something that i like. Although the stress is sometimes immense, I guess this is part of the challenge. Hope my job gets even better this year, and that i can call it my career.

6. My pet fishes died
My two pet fish, which were my birthday gift when i was 21 years old, decided to leave me. It was really sad for me, and I buried them both (to be more accurate my father buried for me while i cried). I still have another 2 left, they seem to be going strong. I dun hope for them to live till a ripe old age, if that entails suffering...

This year, I am not going to let 2008 pass me by again. It's time i start living a life, stop living in the past and start doing things that i've always wanted to do. I already have a list of new year resolutions, and the process detailing how i'm gg to achieve it.

Time to embrace the new year!
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Saturday, December 22, 2007

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
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Monday, December 10, 2007

The wrong kind of love

At some point in our lives.. we fall in love.. and many times, with the wrong person.

A man who doesnt know how to cherish..
A man who doesnt know how to love..
A man who is a male chauvinist..
A married man..
A man who beats up his wife..

For the first three kinds of men, its easy to get out of the relationship.

For the fourth kind.. it's just sad.

The fifth type is the worst. If i ever marry a man who beats me up, all of you please knock some sense into me.
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Thursday, November 29, 2007

Wishes fulfilled?

I was looking at my wish list on the lefthand side of my blog...

Wish List

:: finish my revision ::
:: good results ::
:: buy an ipod ::
:: more shoes ::
:: buy many many things ::
:: eyecream ::
:: feel loved ::
:: new spects ::
:: more sleep ::
:: dont turn 21 =( ::
:: be happy ::

When i wrote these two years ago, i thought i will be a happy person when i managed to cross out all the wishes. I fulfilled almost all.. but the most impt one isnt.. and no matter how many other of my wishes come true.. if i dont feel loved, i will never be a happy person again.
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I am Cat



Abt two weeks back, my sister's cat, travis, came to my house to stay. He usually stays at her bf's place.

I must admit i do not like cats. travis only comes looking for me early in the morning when he has been starved for the whole night.

But now that he's gone.. i kinda miss him...
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