Wishes fulfilled?

I was looking at my wish list on the lefthand side of my blog...

Wish List

:: finish my revision ::
:: good results ::
:: buy an ipod ::
:: more shoes ::
:: buy many many things ::
:: eyecream ::
:: feel loved ::
:: new spects ::
:: more sleep ::
:: dont turn 21 =( ::
:: be happy ::

When i wrote these two years ago, i thought i will be a happy person when i managed to cross out all the wishes. I fulfilled almost all.. but the most impt one isnt.. and no matter how many other of my wishes come true.. if i dont feel loved, i will never be a happy person again.