Wishes fulfilled?

I was looking at my wish list on the lefthand side of my blog...

Wish List

:: finish my revision ::
:: good results ::
:: buy an ipod ::
:: more shoes ::
:: buy many many things ::
:: eyecream ::
:: feel loved ::
:: new spects ::
:: more sleep ::
:: dont turn 21 =( ::
:: be happy ::

When i wrote these two years ago, i thought i will be a happy person when i managed to cross out all the wishes. I fulfilled almost all.. but the most impt one isnt.. and no matter how many other of my wishes come true.. if i dont feel loved, i will never be a happy person again.

I am Cat

Abt two weeks back, my sister's cat, travis, came to my house to stay. He usually stays at her bf's place.

I must admit i do not like cats. travis only comes looking for me early in the morning when he has been starved for the whole night.

But now that he's gone.. i kinda miss him...

Wowww

I just logged in to friendster and saw some new messages in my inbox.... One of them was from FHM Singapore... (click on pic to see a bigger image)



Hahaha... if my boobs were bigger, my tummy flatter and my butt firmer, I can consider. But looking at the state i'm in.. I shall not embarrass myself... *blush*

Today after work, I went to meet Meryl for dinner at Sushi Tei. They serve pretty decent sushi, but then i'm not a big fan of sushi so i cant really comment how good it was. After that, we just walked around and after a while we went to Menotti for dessert. Though it was a short meeting with her, I feel so happy that we were jus laughing and enjoying talking to each other. Hence, a pretty decent day to begin a weekend.

I received a bouquet of sunflowers today.. pretty? Any other woman would have been extremely happy..

It's going to be a lonely weekend.. but i'll find things to do!!

Movies...

Now that i have so much time to myself... I am starting to watch more movies..

Lust Caution and Lions for Lambs are the two movies that I watched in a week. wow when was the last time i watched two movies in just a week.. The movies are quite good, but they aren't the type that you will go "wow that was amazing.."

The amazing thing is that nowadays, i seem to have so much activity lined up every other day... movies.. meetup with friends.. dinner with colleagues.. blah... so my life jus feels so unreal. Like i'm just doing all these things to cover up my lonely life? So i somewhat dread the day that all these cover ups cant cover anymore then it will be really scaryyyyy. Well,, right now i'm okay so i hope everything will be fine..

its been a busy and stressful week at work! And the worst thing is.. i woke up on monday morning with a stiff neck! So i couldnt go to work..

Anyway, its the end of the week soon! Need a good break... xmas is coming soon yippieeeeee.

Changed

My life has changed..

My views on life has changed..

Hopefully for the better..