Worry Free

Ok today I shall not blog anything related to job search!!!! Gahhhhh. So sick of it and I myself totally can't understand why I am fretting soooo muchhhh over it. I seriously needa get rid of my habit of worrying too much.

Anyway, like wad yingwai said, 船到桥头自然直。 So I dun care liao!!! I shall stick to my believe that everything is a blessing in disguise!

Hmm.. so what did i do this week... basically.. I did nothing.. I didn't even watch the koream drama "Full House"!!! I was busy playing the online game bejeweled again. Hahah i think i sound kinda loserish now because I have been at the game for half a yr!! But it's really quite fun leh, considering tt i didnt get bored of it... Hmmm.. i wonder when i will start playing gunbound or maple story..

Anyway, i'm wondering if I should go Redang!! Ahhhhhh.. ok worry-me at it again! Stop stop.. hahahha

Basically, this is my life so far. Boring and aimless? To you, yes. To me? Blissful~

Fickle-minded me

I'm so fickle-minded!!!!! I just feel like killing myself can. grrrrrrr

I got a job offer a few days ago. with darn good pay in a huge company. And i actually HIAM the job. Over the weekend, I thought so hard abt it, over and over again. Today, I decided to call and tell the HR tt if they want me to start working on 3rd, i will just reject it. Ahhhh but stupid me didn't!! I was allowed to start on the 10th, and when i heard tt there are also other newbies like me, my perspective kinda changed! My first dread abt the job is that I won't be able to find someone my age but it seems now that this is no longer a problem! But den, now how?!

At the same time, I am in the midst of 3 other job interviews... 3 interviews that require verbal and numerical tests, and i totally suck at numerical tests!!!!! But these 3 jobs offer good prospects too.. and 2 are MA programs! Ohhh kill me... Since its not guaranteed tt I will get one of these jobs, there is a possibility tt i will end up with no jobs in the end!

I really feel like slapping myself! gawdddd why can't I just make up my mind?! Come friday, when I need to give the HR a call, I am gonna be so scared!!!!

This is like a totally apt image of how i look like now.

Tra la la...?

The past week has been a hectic one, cos I went for quite a few interviews. The stress is really on me now, because I am in a dilemma!

I've been offered a job! Finally!! A job tt pays well, a job at a good location, a job tt offers a scenic view, a job at an MNC (a well-known one). Sounds like a dream job? You bet.. BUT. I am actually contemplating over it. Because I seriously do not know if the shipping line is for me. Eric told me about his views abt working in the shipping industry. He told me it's a very mature industry, hard to find graduates like me. For him, he doesn't like it cos he couldn't find anyone whom he can talk to or relate with. I quote him.. "Those uncles talk abt golf, club memberships.. and they always gather to smoke together at the stairs.. and talk so loudly in hokkien. I have nothing in common to talk with them."

For me, the interviewer did tell me "to expect to see some blury big men who are the vessel planners. you will probably hear some swearing over there."And be prepared to work long hours.. "OT is guaranteed here. You dont have any committments tt require u to reach home at like 7pm right?"

Yes, pay is high, but the sacrifice is big too. I wonder if it is worth it to look just at the pay.. I probably wont be a happy person. But den again, I will never know until I try right? That's why I am in a dilemma. Furthermore, I am in the midst of interviews for 2 other companies offering me trainee programs. I dunno if I am making the right choice by giving these 2 chances, which I think I will be happier with.

If, at the end of the day, I reject the job and den fail the rest of the interviews, I can really go n dieee. sigh.. What a headache!

I am a 笨鸟..

It is not the first time this is happening!!!! Once again, i got down the train at Simei instead of Tampines! Gosh, what's wrong with me?

Just last week, I also got down the train at Simei. And I actually didnt realise until I walked past the lift and realised tt the lift door was facing a different direction. The first thought that went thru my mind was "Maybe they changed the lift.." OHhhh what a stupid thought!!! At the moment, my sixth sense told me something is wrong... I looked ard my surroundings and I was in Simei. I was too pai seh to rush back into the same train, so I waited 7 long minutes for the next.

Basically, the same thing happened today. But I couldnt care less and walk back into the train full of ppl staring at me. Sighs.

I need to wake up.

New blog!

Hiii alll~

Well, actually I got this blog address more than a year ago.. I wanted to use it to write about stuffs that I dun wan too many people to know. In the end, i didnt utilise this blog at all! hahah its high time that I start writing here..

Well, the reason why I chose to change my blog is simple: I don't want unneccessary people reading my blog. (refer to post "annoymous loser" on my previous blog) There are other reasons too. If you are reading now cos I gave u the add, I would appreciate if you dun spread it ard or link me up!! Even if my own friends ask u for it... ask them to ask for it from me. There must be a reason why they dun want to ask me directly, or why they dun dare to ask me?

I will be grateful for your kindness!
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Later I have an interview! Oh man I am already so sick and tired of interviews... just pass me and give me the job leh.. sobss.
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